♥ Z-Ryn ♥

Sorry people for not updating for quite awhile though..But u guys can still follow me on Tumbr. ryn-pinkly.tumblr.com..thats my link..so feel free to enter..Okay..now currently im NOT working..coz waiting for the job to call me..still waiting..or else i have to change my career again..hais..shouldnt have quit sch..argh! now i regret..CRAP! ASS!wth..okay nvm...its all in the pass i make my mistake AGAIN! urgh! no use of me crying..i miss schooling..hais..but i cant go nowhere now,,,my chances are gone..WTH! i miss my classmates in OA..miss them..its my fault..hais..Miss my galfrens!!

There i say it all. I Love Him..Heee...I just dont know why i love him soo much lah sey..Seriously.. I miss him and i love him..and i love him day by day..i love him alot!! hmm.. So yesterday had a great day with Love...Went to ECP for a picnic..as im going to get grounded soon..urgh! Stress babe!! what to do,i need to work..But must wait till 12 apr..That is the day wether i should work or not..So i have to wait uh..Or else working full time is a must for me then..its a MUST for me.. or else PARAH sey..! I cant depend on my MOM for money..So i have to work FULL TIME..! Or else i cant go out with my friends as im not going to have $$$..SO yeah..:)    Actually i dunt have much say coz.i dont know wat to say coz nothing is intresting.. BOREDOM!!! im waiting for sch to reopens so that i could meet my belove BF ever!! Hehehehe..and btw, HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY BABY!!<3 Lots of love...teheee;)

I just wanna say that BITCH is crazy!! For the 1st time ever i say that i hate my MOM..I mean my BIOLOGICAL MOM..Seriously SHIT..From I miss her,till i hate her.. Urgh!! And i realise who is the one that i should love the most..Who is my mom who took care of me for 19 years..! I swear that i never love you..Till i know the truth that you have been sacrificing alot for me..Shedding tears for me..Eventhough i dissapoint and break your heart many times but you still love me as your own daughter..And i realise i love my mom..I really do..Now i realise she really loved me alot..Now we never keep secrets..every single bit you know..No lies..And you even know i smoke..That is the secret i hold since sec 2..I promise i will stop but i need time..Its hard for me..But at least you do understand...I appriciate it alot..And i promise i will NEVER let you down again.. <3

To the girls and the people who try to contact me and i ignored..So sorry about that i still do need time on my own..I mean,not that  i dont wanna share with you guys..But i dont know how to..Only thing now is that my heart is still in trauma status..and too much pressure..things are running in my mind..i promise i will get back to you people as soon..and now my handphone is giving me a problem..and its spoiled..if unreachable.u can leave a msg on my tagboard or msn..Anything would do..sorry people if i make u people worried...:(..But im fine in many ways...

With Love,

Idah Ryn

So today is another booring day for me..Why is the time passes so slow? hais...Waiting for this wednesday to meet babylove..im hopping that i dunt have to work tat day*finger's cross* i hope that  that day i could meet my dearest! i miss him lah shey! So yeah! counting down the days is like counting down the years..blargh..okay crap..Ryn da start merepek..So went out with mummy to send my cloth to the tailor to sew my Hari Raya baju..I know its still long way to go..Coz i must send it fast..so this year would be purple and blue..I make a long dress..as though like its aprom night dress haha..but its traditional..So gonna be different i guess? i might me having 3 pairs this year i think coz maybe gg to buy another pair with baby..So yeah..Its still long way to go actually..Asking baby to find work is hard..He MUST work if not no $$..I hope things get better someday..When he get a job,i get a job..both ill be busy working..BUt for our own good actually..=)for our financial needs and for us to be independendent..Chey ryn bual sey! So crap..gonna log out now..I miss babylove alot!! and i love him too<3Muacks!!

Signing off, Ryn=)

So this guy down here,is my beloved one only boyfie i have..LOL..So he is now known as Zye Ascesion..So yeah..=) SO today i stayed at home with my family and he is busy at home watching 'Bleach' -_-..Never layan me seh..sedih per..but its okay..at least we do talk otp last night..LOL..I miss him badly lah shey..I dunt know why today i miss him like hell..Counting down the days to meet him..Im SOO in love with him..,<3 i love him more each day..Yeah..=) Actually i dunt have much say i just wanna say, I love Zye Ascension..Eventhough name is changed,i still LOVE YOU!! 

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To Beloved readers..Today im back in blogging eventhough im tired...but still im gonna update about what happen these few days..So as some people might know that Z-ryn broke up on tuesday night. But we patch up on thursday night.. Its a long story i dunt wanna elaborate more.its just making me feel angry..but we are fine now..alot of things happen during the process..So not onli i promise to him only,i do promise to his friends too..so yeah..Thank you guys for the undestanding and patience..I will never hurt him again..To Sarawr we spoke yesterday so yeah..=)..No grudges ready..LOL..So now im loving Z more these days..Ahahah..So yeah..things have change..

So meet babylove at 1;45pm at Boon Lay coz im early so headed to Jurong Point as baby told me that he is buying a new show..Chey! haha..so met him with his parents and accompany him..So after he brought his new shoe,we train down to Clementi to wait for Sarawr,Thamim,Amin,Sarawr's cuzz n Amin's fren..As usual everyone is late..Hahaha.. Janji Melayu per..So train down to Lavender and headed to the GIG..so paid 8 bucks for it..At first it was scary for me when the 1st time they start the mosh pit..But after a few song,i get used to it..and guess what? I enjoyed it..LOL..it was great! So at 1st baby is scared to protect me..And then this malay green checkered guy was infront of me and protecting me,and baby get jealous so he get the courage to protect me..kesian baby..But baby get abit injured..and guess what? Me,suddenly became the brave one push baby asie and give one tight flying kick to this guy who hit my baby..hahah..cool or what.. i became his heroine lah sey...chedebah!..Hahaha...

So that were some of the pics..but i only post a littler so yeah..didnt upload the mosh pit part coz im too tired to upload it..so honestly it was a blast..im like soo super hyper and happy today coz finally i have my baby back..n i miss spending time with him..and somehow it gets better..so im not gonna say no if there's a gig going on..i will definately go if my baby is going...durh! hahah..LOL...So he really make me happy today..i love you alot dearie..<3

It sounded weird when i say this..bout second chance.people might think that zryn have a huge conflict.But indeed yes..We do have conflict.We have  huge fight. but thank god we make it on time to save the relationship.i know that its a usual thing that happen.but after yesterday incident where both of us went out,we have  a long talk.and we still love each other fully..Going seperate way is not the answer. but i thank god that he changes his mind and trying to improve ourselves for this relationship.both of us have  our own weaknesses. So we learn from the mistakes. I do realise my mistakes. And im trying to change it. So that i would not break my promises to you and fulfill it. I still love you..<3

To my beloved and gawjus people out there!So sorry that i did not update about the things that going on around me..so im kinda of piss of with certain things..but im fine actually.

The things that disturbed my mind:

1.My workplace is giving me pressure..Like Fxck!

2. My Uncle is sick..=(

3.Im getting sick too =(

4.Changing  my company to other company..=)

The person that i miss soo much:

1.Ayu

2. Fazreena

3.Neesha bell

4.Bella Lolita

5.Syifa

6.Azira

7.Syirin

8.Hidayah

9.Emily Amelia

10.ZyZy

Im like SOO miss my girlfriends soo much!!So girls! If u girls miss me just text me..And we SHOULD MEET UP! And for my beloved classmates,Every Tuesday is meant for us to have fun in class! LOL

And So for Z-Ryn we are fine actually..nothing much happen between us..the only thing is that all of his family members knows me ..LOL and looking forward to meet me! wth! hahah..but its okay for me..im fine with it...being label as Daughter in Law is abit scary...LOL...soo it takes times..hahah...But what can i say? I just love the people around me...=)I dunt mind if i get tranfered to other Company! Im being grateful! Syifa!! aku nk gy company ko!! LOL...

The end..=)

i miss my lil sister ayu..damn...*sobs* we are soo busy and cant afford to spare time for each other..sadness..soon we gonna meet up..love her!

And missing my beloved Bella! I miss you lah sey! LoLnes..!! chey da hbs 1st year seh! Meet up soon!

And My sugar rush &hearts; them alot the gals tat my day every tuesday! see ya guys!

And my Love(Cinta) Emily Amelia...!! See you every Tuesday!

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Intro : Am , Dm , G , C , F , Dm , E , Am

Am         Dm
Malam ku tidur tak lena
G               C
Teringatkan dirimu
     F                Dm
Terimbas kembali kenangan lalu
     E                   Am
Alangkah indahnya bersamamu

Am          Dm
Mengalir airmataku
Gm                 C
Menemani malam sepiku
      F              Dm
Ku rindu saat bersamamu
     E
Sukarnya untuk ku melupakanmu

          Dm
Dahulu engkau berikan cinta
          Am
Mengapa kini engkau berubah
           E
Manakah janji
                Am
Akan setia menanti

           Dm
Jikalau engkau tak lagi cinta
          Am
Katakan saja aku tak kisah
           E
Dari kau terus
                 Am
Membuat ku menunggu

       Dm
Tak ku sangka
       Am
Tak ku duga
     E                    Am
Perpisahan yang akan melanda

      Dm
Da ku coba
     Am 
Pertahankan
      F              Em
Namun dirimu pergi jua

     Am               Dm
Cintamu bagaikan rembulan
       G                   C
Yang hadir bila malam menjelang
      F                    Dm
Kau hilang bila siang mendatang
    E
Begitu lah sikap mu oh sayang
  
       Am                Dm
Kau lontar cintaku ditepian
     G                  C
Ku bagaikan hanyut dilautan
       F                 Am
Yang masih dalam percintaan
    E                  Am
Dipukul gelombak keresahan

Solo : Am , Dm , G , C , F , Dm , E , Am

          Dm
Dahulu engkau berikan cinta
          Am
Mengapa kini engkau berubah
           E
Manakah janji
                Am
Akan setia menanti

           Dm
Jikalau engkau tak lagi cinta
          Am
Katakan saja aku tak kisah
           E
Dari kau terus
                 Am
Membuat ku menunggu

       Dm
Tak ku sangka
       Am
Tak ku duga
     E                    Am
Perpisahan yang akan melanda

      Dm
Da ku coba
     Am 
Pertahankan
      F              Em
Namun dirimu pergi jua


     Am               Dm
Cintamu bagaikan rembulan
       G                   C
Yang hadir bila malam menjelang
      F                    Dm
Kau hilang bila siang mendatang
    E
Begitu lah sikap mu oh sayang
  
       Am                Dm
Kau lontar cintaku ditepian
     G                  C
Ku bagaikan hanyut dilautan
       F                 Am
Yang masih dalam percintaan
    E                  Am
Dipukul gelombak keresahan

Am          Dm
Mengalir airmataku
Gm                 C
Menemani malam sepiku
      F              Dm
Ku rindu saat bersamamu
     E                     F  
Sukarnya untuk ku melupakanmu

Outro : E , F , E , Am